Feeling Trapped

Feeling trapped; limited by the forced relationship with dad. Living with him and under his reign its unpredictable--sometimes he's temperamental, stubborn, and not very understanding or sympathetic. After YEARS of dealing with this, it feels a bit hopeless that he would change. I'm worn out. It's like my reservoir of patience, love, and accommodation is running very low. I feel restrained from pursuing things that give me life, from even exploring what God has for me--only limited to what dad says and ordains. Asking God for healing and redemption cuz only He can.